him

I just want him.

Really. Everything I could want in a guy, I saw in him.
I can't remember the last time I just talked with a guy and really enjoyed myself.

But I'll never have him. Because he belongs to someone else.

I sometimes wonder what is worse. Never wanting anything, or never getting what you want.

What is worse? Feeling empty or that dull ache of knowing it will never be?

I want him, but would he ever want me?